Here we are. My days as a Brand Ambassador are coming to an end. I am so happy I was selected to be a Siren. I started this journey not knowing who I was as a woman anymore. Now I am so grateful to Tara, and what being a part of her community has taught me about myself.
If you have had a chance to read my first blog post then you know when I applied to be a Brand Ambassador I was struggling with my identity. So much of who I am is wrapped up in being a mom and wife. I was so concerned with what others might think of me being apart of this journey. My self confidence was at an all time low. I almost did not apply.
Being a Brand Ambassador for Tara has relit my fire of womanhood. My confidence has shot through the roof. I’m no longer afraid to wear a pair of shorts. I will now rock that 2 piece swim suit I was so afraid everyone would judge me in. The super cute crop top there was no way I could buy is now hanging in my closet!
Which leads me to another thing I have rediscovered, self love. The jiggly thighs I hated are now thunder thighs of power. The belly that grew my beautiful children is no longer just pointless flab. Those stretch marks are countless reminders of the wonders my body has carried me through. My body constantly works for me. She hasn’t let me down, and is worthy of the love she has always deserved.
Finally I got my sexy back! It took long enough, haha! After having children it was hard to find my new body as sexy. I thought for sure my body would ruin the beautiful pictures Tara takes. Time after time I was shocked. How could the lady in the pictures be me!? What I came to realize is my sexy never left, it grew!
As apart of the Brand Ambassador family I found me again. This experience was the confidence boot camp I didn’t know I needed! I would do it over and over again because that’s how amazing the experience is! Boudoir is more than sexy photos. It’s all the things I have mentioned above and much more. Give yourself some love and do it for yourself. You will not regret it!
